Just so you know, this Elder is doing GREAT!
He really is growing so much and learning how to teach those special people in Indiana who get him for two whole years. Lucky dogs! :) Seriously though, he is anxious to get out of the MTC but thoroughly enjoying learning how to teach by the spirit.
He wrote home this last week to my mom, my dad, and me! Wahoo!
A few lines from the letters...
"I love it here, I mean the MTC actually really sucks, but I love missionary work! We've been teaching an Investigator named Mark and he is the bible Master! I mean seriously, there's no way I would ever bible bash with him because he would dominate. With that being said, he really thrashed our first visit... I got super down on myself because of this and pretty much lost all of my confidence. -From his journal - 'It was really discouraging to me and I felt like falling to the earth, it was though the spirit had completely abandoned me. I felt worthless as a missionary to say the least. I said a prayer asking heavenly father to be with me again so that I could bounce back and be more confident with my teaching ability and studying. There was no answer, so I prayed again still no answer. Later on during the day I went to a workshop on following up with Investigators and how important it is, I couldn't pay attention at all, my heart ached all day! At the end of the workshop someone had made a comment on how we shouldn't expect people to understand what we're teaching and to feel the spirit right away. Alot of the more spiritual experiences happen when people are by themselves pondering or inquiring from the lord. This comment should have been the spiritual experience and confidence booster I needed! But it wasn't...yet. A teacher came up to my companion and I after class and asked how I was feeling today (out of about 50 people there) and Bam! It hit me like a truck. This could have been just a random follow up visit by someone I'd never me before but psh!!! It wasn't... I could see this marvelous teacher just radiating with the spirit and through the spirit he had felt inspired to simply ask what was wrong. To think that I almost left the workshop without learning a thing and still feeling down. I know now that people will not always come to an exact knowledge of what we're teaching them right away. The spirit works through the hearts of people in its own way. God answers our prayers in his own time, but always answers! Even the simplest moments can be so spiritual and bring tears to our eyes. I know God lives and this is his work.' -end of journal entry- It was really hard humbling myself again and asking heavenly father to pick me up again, but I eventually did it! Today we went to follow up with Mark and it was a much better experience! I really could feel the lord speaking through me, the spirit was crazy!!!
...Also, by the way my testimony is so strong if you haven't picked that up already. Seriously, the spirit has filled me up completely. I pretty much tear up every time I read Mosiah 3, it talks about our Savior so perfectly, its beautiful. I love him so much!"
See! He is great huh?
He missed his brothers (Rykers) birthday and was sad for that, but we all missed him for his too! And we all understand. He is such a great brother, honestly!
Miss him, thanks for the thoughts and prayers!
He wrote home this last week to my mom, my dad, and me! Wahoo!
A few lines from the letters...
"I love it here, I mean the MTC actually really sucks, but I love missionary work! We've been teaching an Investigator named Mark and he is the bible Master! I mean seriously, there's no way I would ever bible bash with him because he would dominate. With that being said, he really thrashed our first visit... I got super down on myself because of this and pretty much lost all of my confidence. -From his journal - 'It was really discouraging to me and I felt like falling to the earth, it was though the spirit had completely abandoned me. I felt worthless as a missionary to say the least. I said a prayer asking heavenly father to be with me again so that I could bounce back and be more confident with my teaching ability and studying. There was no answer, so I prayed again still no answer. Later on during the day I went to a workshop on following up with Investigators and how important it is, I couldn't pay attention at all, my heart ached all day! At the end of the workshop someone had made a comment on how we shouldn't expect people to understand what we're teaching and to feel the spirit right away. Alot of the more spiritual experiences happen when people are by themselves pondering or inquiring from the lord. This comment should have been the spiritual experience and confidence booster I needed! But it wasn't...yet. A teacher came up to my companion and I after class and asked how I was feeling today (out of about 50 people there) and Bam! It hit me like a truck. This could have been just a random follow up visit by someone I'd never me before but psh!!! It wasn't... I could see this marvelous teacher just radiating with the spirit and through the spirit he had felt inspired to simply ask what was wrong. To think that I almost left the workshop without learning a thing and still feeling down. I know now that people will not always come to an exact knowledge of what we're teaching them right away. The spirit works through the hearts of people in its own way. God answers our prayers in his own time, but always answers! Even the simplest moments can be so spiritual and bring tears to our eyes. I know God lives and this is his work.' -end of journal entry- It was really hard humbling myself again and asking heavenly father to pick me up again, but I eventually did it! Today we went to follow up with Mark and it was a much better experience! I really could feel the lord speaking through me, the spirit was crazy!!!
...Also, by the way my testimony is so strong if you haven't picked that up already. Seriously, the spirit has filled me up completely. I pretty much tear up every time I read Mosiah 3, it talks about our Savior so perfectly, its beautiful. I love him so much!"
See! He is great huh?
He missed his brothers (Rykers) birthday and was sad for that, but we all missed him for his too! And we all understand. He is such a great brother, honestly!
Miss him, thanks for the thoughts and prayers!